he loves me , he loves me not

HE LOVES ME ... HE LOVES ME NOT.... AS i innocently pick a flower the flower, now imperfect like me  cries out. Help me  But sadly nobody can hear  a flower cry ... he loves me he loves me not    when he told me he loved me for the first time y'all     i replayed his words over and over in my head and i felt safe ifelt.  I felt  safe As i picked another flower to start over   wishing for him to just grab my hand and understand me but again sadly  nobody can hear a flower cry he loves me he loves me not  this is from my heart. I love you beyond any words and I cant imagine my life without you even when I want to kill you.... What I'm saying is one half of my heart is yours The other half of my heart is my kids. I wish you would grab my hand look me in the eyes and tell me you love me.... An wanted me around you No lie I never really thought I could love another person like I do my boys and then you came into my life and changed that. So this is a short and sweet poem I wrote for you to let u know how much I truly honestly unconditionally LOVE you the end i pulled off another petal he loves me he loves me Not he loves me he looks not the flower is confused. I'm confused  “what did i do? What do I do ” he loves me he loves me not i pull off one more and the flower screams “no amount of pain you inflict upon me will make him love you” and that’s when i truly realize he loves me not