"Shadows and Smoke"

"Shadows and Smoke" Verse 1 (Kendrick Lamar Style) I remember the days when I still had control, Before meth took my mind, left me hollow and cold. Once had a vision, yeah, once had a plan, Now I’m drownin' in darkness, tryna understand. How did I fall so far, so deep in this hole? A slave to the rock, it’s devourin' my soul. Dreams lookin' distant, blurred in the fog, Friends fade away like ghosts in the smog. I was reachin' for heaven, got dragged to the dirt, Now every high’s just a mask for the hurt. Prayin' for mercy, tryna find peace, But the shadows I chase never offer release. Verse 2 (Lil Wayne Style) Yeah, demons in my veins, poison in my breath, Dancin' with the devil, flirtin' with death. Got that glass in my hand, feel the fire ignite, Chasin' highs in the day, losin' sleep every night. I was king of the world, had dreams so wide, Now I’m just a shadow with nowhere to hide. Money don’t mean nothin' when you’re fallin' fast, All the gold I had couldn’t buy back the past. I’m slippin', I’m fallin', barely holdin' on, Life’s a sick joke, yeah, the punchline’s gone. Feelin' like I’m cursed, chained to this life, Every breath I take’s like cuttin' with a knife. Verse 3 (XXXTentacion Style) Screamin' in silence, tryna break free, But the chains just get tighter, pullin' at me. Thought I could handle it, thought I was strong, Now I’m lost in the madness, stuck in the wrong. The faces around me, they’re blurry and gone, Everyone I loved left before dawn. Hurt in my heart, numb to the pain, Meth in my blood’s drivin' me insane. Lookin' for love in a bottomless pit, Feelin' empty inside but can’t seem to quit. I’m dyin' for change, dyin' for peace, But this war inside me won’t ever cease. Verse 4 (Jay-Z Style) Once I was top of my game, yeah, I had the crown, But addiction’s a monster that’ll pull you down. Had stacks, had dreams, thought I had it all, Now I’m trippin' over shadows, tryin' not to fall. It’s funny how life can flip on a dime, One hit, one taste, now I’m wastin' my time. I lost more than money, lost more than pride, Lost pieces of my soul I can't seem to find. People tried to warn me, but I ain’t hear a sound, Now I’m sittin' in silence, feelin' hellbound. I know there’s a way out, but it’s hard to see, When the meth smoke clouds every breath I breathe. Verse 5 (Post Malone Style) I’m walkin' through fires, tryna feel alive, But the flames keep burnin', barely survive. Thought the high was heaven, thought it’d ease my mind, Now I’m trapped in a nightmare, lost in rewind. I see the ghosts of the people I hurt, The scars that I bear like dirt on my shirt. Every hit takes me closer to gone, But the feelin' don’t last, and I’m back alone. I wish I could find peace, wish I could breathe, But this life I’m livin’ got me beggin' to leave. Just a hollow shell, trapped in the smoke, Feelin' like I’m drownin' in every word I spoke. Verse 6 (Tyler, The Creator Style) I’m stuck in my head, lost in this maze, Addiction got me livin' in a perpetual haze. Can’t look in the mirror, hate what I see, A shadow of the person I used to be. Thought I could control it, thought it was light, But this drug’s a monster creepin' in the night. Used to chase dreams, now I’m chasin' escape, Bound by the demons that I tried to reshape. People say get help, tell me it’s fine, But they don’t feel the battle that’s inside my mind. I’m walkin' a tightrope, prayin' I don’t fall, But the voices keep callin', sayin' it’s my fault.