Basement

I never could see my future where I will buy a rope from Home Depot to hang myself till death. Drill a large hole on the ceiling wood and then tie the rope and put it around my arm to test. Inside my basement. Then stand on the chair ready to jump with the rope around my neck. This was in 2016 today it's 2024. I have lived 8 years of my hard life full of lessons. I'm diagnosed with suicidal ideation.