lost boy

Yeah yeah its boyhateslife on the track yo i remember when i 2 with my mum and dad feel happy not knowing whats gonna happen next growing with no dad was hard i always felt like a mistake growing up i was made fun Of  because of way i looked i moved places a lot didn't make a lot of friends had trouble with family growing it hard and now i know it now im 16 still stuck with pain always in my room with my music on feel happy with no one judging me i go to school looking like shot guy with pain in his heart yeah thats me i can't learn right i always picking fights  trying fit in trying to look cool with my hoodie on feeing so tired can't deal with life girls dont like me because im ugly i can't stay alive but the times i pray dose he want me to stay i don't know if im gonna make it im not proud of who i am and who have become but i know that i love music and i hope my momma  will be proud of this mum i know what im doing aint right i want you know that i love you lately i dont feel like me its nothing did its something wrong with me its not that im depressed its just i feel so alone im tired of living feeling like im mistake talking to god not knowing if he is real trying to survive with greef like what am supposed to do with hurt i know im not perfect but wahts the point of living if you have no purpose in life  yeah like in 2 years ill be 18 with no money not konwing what i wanna do in life because im a mess an i just i wanna make music and make people proud of who i will im gonna keep going no matter how hard thing get ill try harder but sometimes i just wanna jump in happy volid with no shit going on  yeah yeah.