Cooked

I got a gift, can't use it how i wanted myself i lift, cause life we've all confronted, it, a battle scene were in the middle of one, so even after each hit, i ain't giving in till I've won, a realistic realisation, we as one, are the definition of creation, i make, with a want for it to be perfect? is it perfect, maybe not, but to perfect it maybe I or we will, so some take a pill, I go to kill, some chase a thrill, others still falling down that hill, the same one some have ran to its peak, the one that creates a feeling to seek, I can't drink my pain away, I've woken up to gain today, a reason to keep fighting within myself -to see a better vision for us- when i get taken off that shelf, to cause hell i will, failure i might seel, thanks to skill, within the closed cage, that im outside of now, thats so real, a quick swap, nah, just a well earnt achievement that i deserve to have done and i have done, many like it before, heavens gates now open like a door, lower its value, dont mean i lost what it means to be blessed while within life, just that i fought to understand wisdom, for the simple prism, to shine bright the colours that we like, its like, a Floyd shirt, covered in dirt. I use my hands a lot of the time, to craft, to direct, to mast,er, being a type of perfect, so i might ahh, deserve it, a moment to rap it and learnt it, the skill the craft, maybe my painful draft, made to make others laugh, i go past, buildings, people, see signs, none equal, to what we deserve, something I've lost, a way to fight for these people, on earth, a sequal we earn, will we for once get a piece of it that we can see, a piece we can hold, 3 open eyes told me i see, so i aint gonna fold any time soon, im just visioning visions while getting old, my youth still shining, hence why my rhyming. I like to see the stars aligning, cant count maybe a billion plus in the night sky, men looking like a knight I, happen to feel happy for, women like each page tor,n out, each of their books by others, didnt matter, still got their eyes set on brothers, and ours on yous,, (obviously) so anyone who goes to smoothers yous, aint gonna be able to, cause yous fight like your able to, compete, a fable, your beauty made me smile, if sitting in defeat imma stay a while, to continuing on teaching you on how to master you, fight back, kick back, tic tak, i need that cause we forming together better then whenever we're apart, my life sorta dark, but i made it this far by finding a way to spark a spark, im lighting like lightning, the sky, shadows darkness you can say good bye, or stay, idm i dont hide i do find my pride, each and every time, so i stride like im fine. Preach and level me but im a Devil or a G, so imma take the seat i got given, under level 3. Zero, making me a hero, imma be, something special? maybe! something gentle? crazy! so i guess imma just stay and find comfort, knowing this world can be fucked up at times so you coming looking for me, Spacey!!!