can't feel much anymore

cant really feel much of anything anymore down to my core im poor ridden with excuses on why i have to deal with it. im ridden with exhaust on the cost of the trade while i had to watch it drop. no more holding out on emotions that have hitten the dead end stop to sound. see me go around and around again and again. its simply understanding on a different motion of planning. im scanning every detail on anything that means getting high on my mind from devine sources out sourced on how high and now i got my score. and the balls in what court mabey i should of cut this alil short. im defining sophisticated eradicated down to funnel of the foundation about the nation while im on vacation. but for real i cant really feel to much of anything anymore.