Lyricist Time variants

I'm trapped in my mind, my dreams are over Lost in the darkness, can't find closure Thoughts spinning like a roller coaster I'm drowning in sorrow, can't stay sober I used to have big plans, now they're shattered Reality hits hard, my dreams are tattered Feeling like I'm stuck in a never-ending pattern My heart's heavy, can't climb this ladder I'm reaching for the stars, but they're out of reach My dreams slipping away like grains of sand on the beach I'm losing grip, can't find the right speech My mind's a mess, can't find peace within my reach I'm drowning in doubt, can't shake this feeling My dreams are fading, my mind reeling I'm lost in the darkness, can't find healing I'm stuck in this cycle, my heart's still bleeding she said she loved me, my ranks over show her love was all I know, cold world hearts banks are locked away something far bigger than jealousy she left me with no consideration about how it made me feel let's get real fucking don't tell me how to feel complete time trails undefeated Loki guide me, I'm lost in my insanity the time variants authority are hunting me, across time and space without the loom thus place is spaghetti oh no it was just a fail safe for the Secret timeline. now that I know what I gotta do a sacrifice for the view of creativity because before creation comes destruction let's go against it my timeline is faded away from existence a few moments in a feeling I'm struggling with actually acting crazy calling out he whom remains loki guide me with intention power of a lyrical time variant