pains in my vain

I'm feeling the pains in the vein, it's driving me insane Life's a constant battle, can't escape the strain Every day I'm fighting demons, trying to maintain But the struggle never ends, it's like a ball and chain I'm drowning in the sorrow, can't see through the rain Lost in my thoughts, trapped in my own brain Trying to find peace, but it's all in vain Feels like I'm running in circles, stuck in this lane I'm haunted by the past, can't shake off the shame The weight of my mistakes, it's a heavy chain But I'll keep pushing forward, I won't let it detain I'll rise above the pain, I won't let it reign