I'm so tired

sir flame beat hook I so tired, tired. tired tired I'm always trying, trying, trying I'm losing faith and hope hhg verse patience running thin my ti me is running out I'm losing my mind somebody help me out sometimes I be trip out sometimes I zone out I cant think straight I'm losing myself slowly I wanna win and be proud I help everybody out when the tables turns nobody comes and rescue me lord, i need your love and your warm embrace selfish people they have fake love I fight hard only to lose this season I'm in don't wanna let me loose I don't know why I'm going thru this my temper gets out of line cuz Im so fucking drained my mental is not the same my heart don't bleed the same i got few drops left in me don't move, don't make a sound suden movement trigger me ptsd has the best of me thought about suicide , and ending me im praying for better days they are not far away God I know u will make a path for me but in the mean timeeee chrous 2x I'm so tired, tired , tired , tired I'm always trying, trying, trying I'm losing faith and hope I'm tired of the tears can I smile for once