dear mum i love u and im always here

dear mum i love u and im always here sorry i dont vistit much sorry i drink so LP much beer lets jjust say im sorry for a lot the list ciuld go on for a yeah but im fratfull for everything u have n do foor me growing up u would hold my hand wipe my tear u tourt me how to coenkerr fear could never neva pay u back but i xan pronise i eont let depression win im a fighter n thats thanks 2 hold the biggest spot in my is for mum just want u no this im sencear life dont come with a manaul it xomes with a mother all the money in yhe world couldnt temp me qto trade u for another no matta the circemstance u always helped 1Qq recover your hugs r a warm inmrace ma just no i love yu lllwe no life aint fair we have to often just grin np bare if were down the shops together u see em all lookin n havin a stair i feel imbarr ed u seem to walk a lil taller n smile a lil wider like as if 2 tell fuxk off this is my son i see u judging him n i dont care qu never seem to be imbarred or adhame how could u give nack or show u appreaste thr women who gave u rverything changed your shitty ass as a kid tucked u in at night this is a women eho had your back at all turns no matta what the one eho gave life u 2 n gave u a name i dunno but ahh jeez mum thanks u always looked out to help always went 2 lenths #1.mum in the ranks she dont ask me to chance coz she no i eont plus she knows i aint got no money in no banks she dont jusge me lets me be me only wants what best for and to see a smile we have alot in common both lost a son thatsfuck up ripbrady n billy ehrn i was young u showd me how to sing g the alphabet abcd n nersary rimes heads shouldnfer knees n toes now a grown man coved in tattoos head shouldns knees down to my big toes u always had gunny lil saying here goes ebry time some wouldnt say not last night the night before nit ladt night the night before and other fav one wede laught at wa oi didly oi brown breadh