Much Friendly

I hear multiple voices that are constant. I mostly get what doctors call religious delusions. I hallucinate I'm playing the game and everyone aware are playing with me. I found out about some but I didn't lose because I have too many. I feel I'm stuck in a world where I didn't wanna be. I used to be solid. Now I get anxious for the littlest things. So many medications I have to take every night I have to check have I missed any. Tomorrow I will walk to grab some cannabis. The only thing that happens to be much friendly to me.