falling for a Murderer

Cold death staring in my eyes unfortunately I didn't realize she was hidden within the lies demon is under the masks she smiles damned in this faith it's not fair dancing with my killer's baby got a blade present and press against me jently if I weep just know you didn't hurt me dancing in the ball room for my demise Angel's and demons playing motsart dancing with the rhythm in the dark I'm sippin on some of my own demons instead of playing with the little kids they just don't understand I'm on another level of my self detrimental and I decided tho if I refuse she'll rip apart me for all I am smashing against the table she ripped off my shirt starting to submit to my words we were fucking all night throwing are selfish personal to the dark side of things I seriously just don't understand when I woke up I was still breathing conversation always misleading me I found her dead blood spills red she had a letter in her hand it read she made a promise to herself that if she's to ever fall in love again she'd kill herself just so she didn't have to feel the pain of another heart brake against her head just another way of saying that I made a Murderer fall in love with me not a coincidence that's because death comes late for his most prized possessions. leading of trophies now she belongs to me dancing in the ball room for decent living in the darkness of my own actions falling in with my own pain I'm no longer in your hold me Colse that I might sleep soft held by your hands I only hold numbers against the wall of my chest congratulations now you've been lost searching for meaning know about me I feel like I've reached out of my control Juicy and flavored tinglass I have watched everything through the looking glass