Debating

For a long time I have wondered on why people around me dislike me. Once I hallucinated on jealousy. Then I heard three different preachers preaching. Two Hinduism and one Christianity. Christianity said God is with me that is why nobody else is. Hinduism said people dislike me because I’m Godly. And that there is no reason behind it. The first one is what I’m still debating. I know preachings of religious scriptures make sense to a lot of people but at once the hardest ones are what I’m living.