Toxic love, lovin in the summer time

I was in the 9th grade when I fell in love for the first time And her name? Well it never ended up as hers-mine I loved for 4 years of her time and when she spurned mine I felt like Hamilton shot in the side after burrs lie And I’m not saying I regret it, in fact I’m indebted without you how would I know what a true friend is, but After a couple of beer flasks and years past a new true love did appear so a sincere task Would be infatuation of the strongest and strangest i know it might sound lame but her name was my whole playlist and, I wouldn’t change it for the world The feeling of bliss when ya kiss curled up with your girl, And then she went and broke my heart, And I’m not saying that it’s hard but it’s hard to see each other apart, Now I guess I finally understand, What they meant when they said I should’ve ran Now I’m not saying that there’s any affection that’s headed in your direction this is just a reflection On the fact that I hated you, but lately I’ve been thinking maybe I was afraid of you, But the fickle predicament of impressment was at the interlude we introduced a listing of differences, Ya maybe we both could have changed, Or it was just my fault for insisting you were deranged A few months apart and everyday is a present, Hesitant of heartfelt cause the harpy harkened the peasant, But the truth is in the face of the fact that I’m laughing I’m actually happy now I never thought could happen But lovin is free, and a few words could change a person, And every single human on earth feels a range of hurtin, The world is a clock and no one can stop it Don’t waste time on a Love that’s proven toxic