Memories of Lunatic Loona

The voices are powerful leaving a bad taste of regret and desire for the future listen to this pitcher no way you're still Bitchin symbiotic system beeline the pistol know my thoughts are statistic an ice pick that sticks out to blister no you listen I'm sick of it I was playing before but now you should be afraid for you attracted my attention Fucking so sick and tired of the whining bullshit Life's fucked up period. was it supposed to be easy.....No so I made my tracks for everyone no not just myself because I know like when everyone else starts to feels like this too trapped in this nightmare with the Fake personas tells them we aren't good enough so I play good music to tune em out and if you don't like it fuck it because at the end of the day it really doesn't matter about what you think because it's not all about you......Shit your criticism is appreciated tho by me for if not I wouldn't be making this song woke up this morning with a fever but it's whatever now I'm spittin my mind spinning a web of illusion illustrations I call it sharlet's web because from my perspective I'm the fucking spider and your just the person mocking my web. as beautiful as it is a combination of symphonies wrapped up in memories I've been making it since I was born everything to the scratches and bruises I never refused it but I've been torn apart into nothing just to form it back into something liquid or solid perhaps I should take a step back to assess the situation leaves me feeling like you're the fucking villain acting the victim let me inform you something see if u still wanted to talk shit about what I am I was born in the middle of a depression in my family it was good for a while but then I had a sister man I thought like life couldn't be better but I was wrong as time goes on we grew ever apart from love to fucking hatred I think it's about to heat up in this Bitchin when I met my cousin I was fucking molested as time Flys by the thoughts and concerns it still fucks with me because now I'm a little Bitch boy gay as fuck you see you think I wanted this for me no but it's whatever it is battlefield of destruction to the ceiling calling out the people who had caused this issue because after that I need a fucking tissue I've lost my entire family to prison or drugs my fathers a selfish person I have a instinct that's always itching for redemption as itching tempts me I just pushed them down things I seriously fucking hate talking about My Demon is real fucking don't tell me how to feel because that's just not being realistic perspective instead of perception look at it through my lenses camera 2 and 1 Bitches instead of your Fucking shit. Demons Fucking Me little by little bit by bit now you've escalated this shit sadly for you there is no escapeing it from this fate you made your bed fucking lay in it. because if you don't it's just proof your full of shit honestly I couldn't care any less just had to get this off my Fucking chest gold Dimond crescent congratulations now I've made a enemy flexing on you like that's the ending no its just like a beging for a Broken soul that'll be honest with you just listening what is your Fucking problem calling me a liar it's the demons not me. you Fucking started this fire trying to drown it with water no you've just made it burn brighter careful not to burn yourself. no escape from my Hellscape welcome to the hunting grounds get ready for its your Fucking playground now and your welcome to stay. I fight demons everyday Fuck it what's one more to me. Malica Alica Mali Stef stolas Stefanie Marcaline and me. lunatic Loona Fucking confessing I'm fucking Depression I'm not fine but I still wear a Fucking smile because it always keeps Her guessing just exactly what im Fucking plotin what I got in store for her stick this in your pipe and smoke it. I did and everyday I Fucking regret it because Maybe I would've been able to lead a better life for me and myself thoughts Fucking hell I'm lost Fucking I'm not selfish but I'm ignorant because I'll be damned if I'm Fucking taking this shit Fucking I'm quaking all the sentimental bullshit got the earthquaken tried of it. because Fuck forgiveness my time to rip off the bandaid off of you Bitches stop your Fucking Bitchin we're in Hells kitchen little nightmares Bitches My bars arrived on a cold plate let's watch you Fucking eat them thinking your the worst no you're the best of us now i feel differently about the Deceptiors living rent free. maybe not I utilize there fucked up thoughts formula to the letter I shape it together formulated forever left it to mutate into something bigger and better than and only then I'll be able to relate to the Monster hidden in my thoughts Secretly I have my endeavors pushing me Forward maybe some day it'll get better but I be here forever memory guidance tethered Fuck thanks for tipping the Balance to my favor I'll make sure I use it for the better I promise you that Lunatic Loona. @lil_bitch_boy