“MIXED EMOTIONS” (official track)

(Verse 1) In the labyrinth of my twisted mind, Depression's grip, an unyielding bind. A heavy weight upon my weary soul, Like an anchor dragging, taking its toll. (Chorus) Heartache's blade, it cuts and severs, Leaving wounds that time cannot cover. Sluts, their venom seeps into my veins, Their lies and deceit, an endless pain. (Verse 2) Betrayal's sting, a searing fire, Burning through my trust, leaving me a liar. Cheating whispers echo in my head, A symphony of torment, filling me with dread. (Chorus) Heartache's blade, it cuts and severs, Leaving wounds that time cannot cover. Sluts, their venom seeps into my veins, Their lies and deceit, an endless pain. (Bridge) I stumble through darkness, lost and alone, Voices whisper, mocking, filled with scorn. Self-loathing's poison fills my being, A toxic brew, my very essence fleeing. (Verse 3) In shattered fragments, my heart lies broken, Hopelessness consumes, my resolve has spoken. No solace found, no escape from this blight, Depression's claws, forever holding me tight. (Chorus) Heartache's blade, it cuts and severs, Leaving wounds that time cannot cover. Sluts, their venom seeps into my veins, Their lies and deceit, an endless pain. (Outro) As darkness envelops, my light fades away, In this pit of despair, I'm lost in the fray. Depression's reign, eternal and cold, Heartache and deceit, a story yet untold. [model: toolbaz_v2] I try to stay positive, but all the negative shit Is surrounding me, and I can't handle it It's really pathetic and I immediately regret it There I said it and I meant it This rap thing turns me into a menace I hate it but still I try to defend it I try to paint a picture and a message For you, so you can understand the hell I'm in The more pain that I'm telling It feels like nobody's listening That's why I'm stuck in the kitchen Sinking in all the drinks that I drink And I start to think that my drinking Is a problem for me, can someone solve it for me I'm probably gonna die from it Why wouldn't I, I know I'm an alcoholic I empty my wallet on it, got so many flaws Do not liking this at all, who the fuck can I call 'Cause I'm depressed Why am I banging my scull into the fucking brick wall So many sick thoughts, what's wrong with me Lost my sanity, so crazy But maybe for me it's an image Man my life is finished, so yeah, hell I'm in it They say that sky's the limit Well it's really far, plus nowadays No one listens to art, lyrics straight from the heart Lose one girl, lost two girls, fall in