monsters coming

fuck up thoughts keep me uneasy what's stopping me from leaving the first chance I get put a bullet in my head fuck living and all the bad shit I can't fucking forget . aww shit now i need another cigarette going throew more fucked up shit again yeah what's next I don't care anymore I don't wanna live I'm getting tired of it but I can't give up no not one fucking minute everything I planed won't ever get the final touch it won't get finished