I’m so evil, soo soo evil..honestly it’s unbelievable, I felt so lost and so irredeemable, lost in my sins getting out seemed unachievable, I was stuck in a vicious cycle, feeling like a psycho, should have read my Bible, feeling suicidal, I hate it when I spiral then I go Idle, then I say I’ll smoke some weed that’s another Idol. I try my best but still I fail I hate my flesh but I prevail , through the stress, I know I’m blessed, I ask the Lord to lift the veil, for me to see, in the sea as I sail.