PRAYERSAVEDME

It’s like my first day to my last day I feel like Iv done so much I need my rest day I tried hard now it’s too late I wish I had energy more so I can pray It’s not my fault nor it’s your fault Guess we both been part of the same game I refuse to be the pawn I refuse to be played I’m setting my ranks high so I stop to deviate I found myself no later than I lost my self I got up for the water not to drink It was hard to do ablution wouldn’t you think It was hard to cook my own food but who know my ship was to sink I realised in life it’s like Noah’s ark I try a skill I get scarred just like yousaf alahisalaam. To much jelosy around me things would break people not realising they should lower there gaze Oh I’m suffering I’m hiding I’ll do what it takes But society keeps pushing me to remove my modesty from rumours causing tumours to my brain Astagfirullah I pray to my lord What have I done to feel this rain fall It’s a test and a trial to be closer to my lord As soon as I stood in prayer all my tears had to fall It was a river to an ocean that was hidden in my heart A gem of my prayers came true the second I said salaam If you think this is a joke to pick on someone who just does whatever they can to survive in life You taking respect away of the kind You forgetting that slander and backbite is real And it’s forbidden in Islam but it’s you who point fingers and still claim your Muslim? Or is it those that ain’t practicing but practice this line and tell me something If it happened to you would you remember how to treat others Would it make you humble if you was nice Would you want more when there is cry and die on the other side Would you want to walk in my shoes and seeing all the like light When all I wanted was to be loved and have the best of my pair by my side Loved and lost even lost myself I felt the jugular vein nearly cut myself I was not in control I was about to go Then a voice said this is your lesson go tell the world I said I know I ain’t no prophet but I know I am slave only to my lord I picked up the phone and dialled When are you taking me home My home to paradise im done with the hell on earth Till the answer was heard Next chapter - peace.