Prod. RiddickXBeats My mother textin’ me, she wants some money back. I sent the *thumbs up* and laughed cuz she smoking craxk. How the hell am I to flip a bag if I front it back? {Bye then (Biden)} Pulling me back by having me pull out a rack (Iraq). I’m seeing RED (read) & I ain’t even feeling pressed to run it back. Instead, imma lay up in my bed & run a map. Get my head right & join a (Joyner) group in to running laps. “Plotting my escape” in case my car run up out of gas. But i’m not much of a runner when I’m walking in they shoes. I ain’t really know depression & these nxggas singing blues. Now, I think i learned my lesson hanging with some Goofy dudes. I’m more like Mickey Mouse I need the cheese & mouse-ka-tools. This ain’t nothing, My mama hate me - she tried to snuff’em. Said “God, take me” I ain’t running. Imma hit the pen till it’s burnt up. I was looking down till I turnt up… I was feeling down till I turnt up. My babymama insecure, I gotta reassure. Explain it 2 ways like “Yes, my love” & “Mi Amor”. Think of me less, but I always end up giving more. She’s just the best it’s like I’ve NeVeR bEeN iN lOvE bEfOrE. Somehow my chest still beating and containing gold. Maintaining value as if my love could never old. But soft still, at times willed to bend or fold. Like i’m cheating but wifey starred in my cellular phone. I’m a felon & black so it’s twice as hard. The fact that i’m still breathing prolly need applause. But i’m the only reason that’d be the cause. Downing many bottles till im seeing stars. Making stupid choices, I done seen the bars. 2016 to a squealing car. Made a rest stop, now i’m getting far. Made a couple bets, I been hitting pars (parlay). This ain’t nothing, God had saved me when I had nothing. I started saving - hoes had me spending till it burnt up. I was looking down till I turnt up… I was feeling down till I turnt up. I took a bat to my glass house, I crashed out. You asked me to lash out, whatchu mad ‘bout? I was patient & I weighed out whatchu laid out. Taken in amazement just by what you saying now…