why is the world so cold and to faced living in this world of lost souls i then sen them cross roads and them pely gates

why is the world so cold and to faced living in this world of lost souls i then sen them cross roads and them pely gates as i turned around iseen the Devil in my homeboys as he shott me 4 time closed rang mdan shit ant been t same since that day i died and had a near death experience i can hear my mother call my name and my grandmother on the other side reaching h3r had to me to welcome me to the promise land of no more pain or suffering no more than a brite lite in the sky start talking to me and said son its not your time to go so what is your purpose on this earth to live for i said my family