despair

(Verse 1) Feeling lost in this world, I'm drowning in despair Every day's a struggle, can't escape this nightmare I'm searching for some hope, but it's nowhere to be found My heart's heavy with pain, I'm just tryna hold it down Sippin' on my sorrows, tryna numb the pain inside But the demons in my mind, they won't let me hide I'm trapped in this darkness, can't find my way out I'm screaming for help, but no one hears me shout (Verse 2) The weight on my shoulders, it's crushing me slowly I'm suffocating in this world, feeling so lonely I'm battling my demons, they're tearing me apart I'm fighting for my sanity, trying to mend my broken heart Every night I pray, hoping for a better tomorrow But the pain keeps growing, drowning me in sorrow I'm reaching for the light, but it's fading away It's just to much to swallow