my dad sucks

Can’t sleep at night always felt like I had to fight but I'm weak so my brother always protected me lets see I always was In the light and that's not alright dad left too soon so I was always had a screw loose dude this sucks Ima afraid of bugs flood my mind I'm ok I'm fine i crossed a line this time but let me just say my dad could've stayed sure he paid but so did I I guess he rather fly got dust in my eye but I had to leave my guy my friend I hope you acend but I'm going to descend because I'm on defense I'm losing because offend there's a hoard oh Lord. I'm not alright because I'm in a fight spite my size. my dad always lied I'm not fine I crossed past the line I'm normally kind and refind aligned like a straight gate I'm way to late to save.