screams of my dying heart

its like i look back at my past the memory of my fondest moments keep tormenting those moments that i live on by i miss you so much that your pictures started to talk back every cell in my blood streams screams i love yocabnt feel ut cant hear da screams my heart is dying not that your gone i have to manually pump it every molicule chromosome the grip that heald every dna strand into my body im slowly decaying of sorrow through this world of anguish your pictures were the only thing i had to follow its not that i dont want to be with you its that when im with you the silence between us turned into sorrow the sky has fallen or the ground has been flipped upsidedown im lost in this world and your no where around i could picture us together i could even hear the sound just left insane and as i approached crazy the realm of it all had me feeling insanecant you hearthe screams of my dying heart induced myself with the highest grades of poison but to my surprise i sobered up i cut slashes in my veins but they just dried ip i drove of Cliff a thirty foot drop i got up cuz i was denied entrance into the afterlife so i grabbed thefucking mic and dedicated my whole life entirely into these raps to release these fucked up mental torturous real life after ydeath afterlife afterdesth and revivr again can't you hear the screams of my dying heart oui stand here not cuz i failed tokill myself because i love you and nowyou want to brake up like i did all thatfor you to fick up im sick of this shit as ilook atthe bottom of tgebarrelto see the reflection oftgelight attge end of the bullet oh shit i forgot to pull it love made me do it and how ould that everbe wrong tcant you hrar the screams of my desd hesrt hanx to that I could show you how much i love you.i love you