life 👊

Life shit Just woke up I don't recognize my smile no more I trynna smile up, Looked similar with another girl ass Damn I just don't feel the day All my energy been drained without being paid First time experiencing this shit It worse than other days All this emotions on my face ruining the day Not easy for me say shut up without shouting All these people making noise on ears I want no violence I want peace The don't wanna gimme piece of day Feel like I could sleep But my eyes don't wanna shut I wanna eat, I got no appetite My skin so tight like I'm losing blood Suicide thoughts on my mind Hard for me to ignore 'em Hard for me to run away from' em What kind of emotion I'm experiencing All I know, it's not like other days God is this real or I'm just dreaming Feel like I could scream, but I want no noise I heard some say afta dark there's light I'll try my best to live up to that Putted my hat down I do respect life I do respect all those people who managed to escape this kind of emotion I just can't pretend I like to keep all things real HP PY FR ME For real