I swear to god

I swear to god Why do I feel like I’m cursed It’s the worst feeling ever I wish this pain on no one Not even on my worst enemy It’s like I don’t belong anywhere I go But fuck it tho I guess I’m abnormal No offense so don’t take Anything I say personal Cause I been cold hearted Since the day I started Listening to Eminem I never been the same And I feel like I’m being hated Cause I’m a renegade And I don’t give a fuck like him Like what the fuck I did to deserve So much hate I’m just a Mexican Kid From the straight gutter With nothing just a pen So I was fed pills instead I was told all my problems Would go away By a therapist that I don’t even Know her name to this day She prescribed me pills Without my parents consent So I took the whole thing I’m not joking It’s like this witch wanted me dead I just thought It was the end of the world And it wasn’t It was a phase I was going through A lesson I had to learn the hard way Not to lean on and trust no one Cause I definitely payed the price Trying to fit in In a world full of satanist They say I’m sick in the head And left for dead but I showed Sighs of life And now their scared Of what I’m capable of Doin this and that How did I managed to survive That attack from the enemy But god he’s always been there For me Even in my darkest memories Even though I was blind and I’m still Blind from the attacks of the enemy So god I’m not asking To make my life easier but give me The strength And courage to face my adversities Cause I’m worth something I’m not just a scare little kid Trapped in my head as it may seem cause Jesus is king He’s got my back I bet that On everything