Don't need a reason

sometimes I do crazy shit for some strange reason doing this dope like it's going out of season I'm so fucking high but irrelevant im losing self control that's evidence its not a day that goes by that i don't try to make my life better i even try to be a nice guy but don't take me for granted im not going for no dumb shit and don't try to handle me cause shit will get real really quick i thought i had it together everything unravel in time i thought I was in love but i changed my mind all these choices makes it hard to decide so i roll me a blunt and start to get high will it ever change only God know but that's the evidence that I lost self control i keep on ringing her phone but she doesn't answer I'm letting her make it cause she has cancer but when i started thinking about the shit she did do i threw a rock right through her window as i started to bell i heard her say i can't believe he would do me that way im laughing so hard i couldn't believe it myself and I can't wait to fuck with something else i do lots of dumb shit for no reason smoking this dope like it's running out of season