I’m going through so much pain

I’m going through so much pain, my life will never be the same I’m the type of nigga you don’t wanna mess with if you do I I’ll make you pay I’m a god I’ll make you pop your ass will be in the ground you’ll won’t be making a sound, I don’t lie I speak facts I shoot all my opps in the back I can’t not lack, I’m a king I’ll make you pay for your sins and that’s fact, When I speak I make a impact I attract, why you hating you just a fan why you mad I’ll make you take a nap so stop the cap I make all them bitches clap I’m a demon at rap I got a strap Cross with me and you will be put in a trap I'm going through so much pain, my life will never fade Lost in the dark, trapped in this twisted charade Every step I take, feels like I'm sinking in quicksand But I rise stronger, like fire in the palm of my hand I've seen the worst of it all, got scars that won't heal But I keep pushing forward, no matter how I feel These demons in my mind, they try to pull me down But I won't let 'em win, I'll wear the victory crown I've been betrayed by those I trusted, left broken and bruised But I left them, but I won’t let the pain define me, I'll choose to refuse To let negativity consume my soul, I'll rise above I'm a survivor, watch me soar like a dove I've been through hell and back, but I won't let it break me I'll turn this pain into power, just wait and see Life tried to knock me down, but I'm still standing tall I'll conquer every obstacle, I won't accept the fall I've shed tears in the darkness, felt the weight of despair But I won't let it consume me, I'll find strength in thin air I'll keep grinding, keep hustling, no matter the cost I refuse to let my dreams and abominations get lost I've been through the pain, I’ve been through the fire, I've felt the burn But I'll keep pushing forward, it's my turn To rise above the pain, to conquer and thrive