i know you been through it all, life is tough.

i know you been through it all, life is tough. everything lines up, but to you still feeling odd. cant begin to believe,my way of thinking countless sessions with a shrink and study whats within. but i cant trust a single soul. think my sewing ripped. do my best not showing it, i done fought with teaming demons thought i had control. i didnt need it. swear somebody else couldnt leave it. cause they died last time i had tried, took my whole attention never cried. now i lied. chasing stars till they become my night light. rest somewhere forbidden by astrophisis. atomicl y should not exist cast me in the cozmos. all the love went ghost. parasitic guess im the host. everything i see acomplished by my kids i tend to boast, im in the mountain still feeling the coast. downward spiral where it goes, think it must be some type of black hole. feeling cursed most the time. all my strength and my libito, sow weak i doubt i hit a free throw. meanwhile never argumenitive, calling me manipulative. they dont understand the life ive lived never fully get it in the song. my suppression steady going long. without a lady thought it was gravey till it all bubbles up. the was i situate a situation, deserve standing ovations. but desperations all emotions, pulling one tug. so dispicable unaware how it feels just to be hugged. un drugged shackles and basements. now im out seeking higher educations. in the end opposite of a celebration. like they all share same dedication to keep my problems distracted vacations, cant fall asleep in my dreams where the agony weighs on my neglegents. never call it quits and i admits i had some unforsaken conversations in a mirror, time lapse head is vacant. at my lowest pray for inspiration cant look cause the skies show confrintations other nations during these times its the poor in more than deprivation, takes inflated the sinsation, fighting other fallin nations, abreviations. cause the whole aviation prepare invasions im taking cover in an abandoned preservation if we was smart the war be fought on a screen in simulations. police high on authorization. now your dignity forcfully taken consideration i was giving this life i couodnt take it. no comprehension of the different dimentions making it back to earth just to filter oxygen from puluted wastes of radiation had to fall apart to assemble new foundations someone always tryina be savin deep down save me from humiliation. casting embarrassment, i thank my haters for the compliments. selfesteem full of wisdom not confedence violating ordinates, hard to even hang some ornaments. asking god what i do in ever circumstance. last chance was dance. i was always brave. when its on my chest crushing weight. glad its pastence. help me father in keeping my patience, i woke up in a nightmare, the powers that be, pretend they been there, but im keepin my stance. finance dont glanse. nothing last forever so i must advance leave it on a good note. speaking quotes. never good enough before the storm passages torn, atmospheric lyrics adorn. jigsaw puzzle without a muzzle reborn.