My Reality

But that’s just my reality Newark New Jersey I’ve tried it all been taking the fall Now I’m just tired and I wanna ball Wallow into a fire As I gaze into desire Then I crawl Away from everyone and everything That I’ve ever known and fucking seen Let me try to sing Why Can’t you even fathom this reality of a misfortuned Fucked up casualty its pathetic but still a calamity Even Through a pandemic I’m Losing all of my sanity Just pretty please like give me some vanity I’ve cried it all Got Over it no one cares but me though So now I’m going to be exactly What I thought I was going to be Despite despair Blonde hair blue eyes don’t care Try not to fucking stare As im paired with the impaired Individuals that actually never even really cared or needed to be put into my fucking existence I try to stay alive uncomfortably in my own skin It’s just too bad that I’m a fucking savior kin and I have saved someones life before Not only physically but also mentally I could tell you stories and make you realize that I’m truly heaven sent you see But thats just my reality Newark New Jersey ~Capooch