life is hard

uh, you know life is hard, you going have to make the right decisions in life, u feel me, is not gonna be easy, so lets go, yea once upon a time i woke up looking at the lights, i dont even know whats right, tryna make it through the night, heal the past, live the present, dream the future, when I grow up i just want to be a fucking hooper, im just thinking to my self why am i here, if u have a problem smoke a blunt or drink a beer, walking at night tryna think shit through, when im down all these people asking if im good, life is hard can nobody understand, my family got my back so they staying to the end, i got a lot on my mind im tryna clear it, i dont even wanna talk about how im feeling, im still mad about the shit that happen in the past, this shit got me in my feelings now im crashed, i dont know what to do now people be saying do this people saying do that, i dont give a fuck what pussy gotta say infront of me, why yall going come for me, it's not physically, dont stay mad at me, made it to another day, all this shit on my mind wanna throw away, and just stay away, i see these shadow in my room tryna talk to me, tryna be on top of me, im thankful for all the thinks that God did for me, gave me a life, and gave me a family, im just doing this shit happily, cuz I love my friends and my family, im tryna avoid all this shit thats happening, my life is not hard its just challenging, we have to make the right decisions, God is putting me in some positions, tryna make it better that is my mission, aint even gotta ask permission, im thinking to my self why im alive, got in the car dont talk to me just drive, I gotta do something I can't waste time, got out the car I just started to climb, im looking at the sky and im looking at the lights, I feel like im not even Alive, praying to got for the sins I've done, fighting myself I think I just won, once upon a time i woke up looking at the lights, i dont even know whats right, tryna make it through the night, heal the past, live the present, dream the future, when I grow up i just want to be a fucking hooper, im just thinking to my self why am i here, if u have a problem smoke a blunt or drink a beer, walking at night tryna think shit through, when im down all these people asking if im good still mad about the shit that happen in the past