Tired of jumping rubber bands

I just woke up ,just stepped out, Why I gotta tell to shut that mouth,when I'm about it hidden weapons ,quick hands all I need is something hold something to fold broken rubber bands I can see ya fucking hating no since in fucking waiting on the blessings that turned into circles they gonna be bitching, they gonna be crying, gonna be whining say I ain't been grinding like they say I been grinding. so how is hi a diamond ,cause I don't hate I practice behind my own gate, till I want to kick my ass out the way but that's where I can cosistraight stay safe keep faith , I know yall hating but I love yall anyway Yall straight ,if I'm straight keep up /don't lay awake in the cracks in the path dry tongs after the hate earth quack, if it's messing I'm less attentive I'm progressing into something that I'm running and stunting never taking cover cause I'm cuunining, burning like I got a Bunn inside oven slanging bakers dozens never Rusting so the wheels are turning and burning Ana churning in the ways of learning and not concerning cause I' started my journey thought I was dead till flew by on the stolen gurney, trying to find mind , just need a little something to hold a little something to fold cause I'm just jumping broke rubber bans)) verse 5. I feeling like I can't stand had to sale my kick stand all I know I need a little something hold little something to fold tired of jumping rubber bands