HEARTACHE

I understand how lenny Williams felt speaking on the record/ 7 minutes 10 seconds his pain was soo reflected/ from the headphone into my ears the whole message was accepted/ be careful who you loved because some love can be hectic/when I think about you I get sad/ when I think about you I get mad/ when I think about you it’s soo bad/ that’s when people talk about you I go in my bag/ I mean it’s like it’s a hex on me/ stuck in a trance what won’t let me leave/ my head inside a plastic bag that won’t let me breath/ i need to move in so that I can be Free/ a beautiful outside distraction that’s can softly lead me/ what I need what I need/ knocking on the door of your heart you placed an extra dead bolt on it/ like standing in the middle of winter with no coat on me/ now they say love hurts/ and I believe it but it also uplifts / in the Times when you need it/ wit the right person you’ll receive it/ I never thought I watched someone else take my place/ to see another man smile show on his face/ and the to see a smile shine through your eyes/ makes me soul search and then ask myself why/ now when I tell my close friend seems they don’t understand/ that a deep love is an integral part of a man/ we come from a woman and get to know our women/ to take one and plant seeds that will grow from that woman/ I want a love that last past all the seasons/ and one that we can share laughs throughout the seasons/ now I know I’m not perfect but I do feel I’m worth it/ i set aside my dreams to encourage your purpose/ I thought by doing that it would some how make us strong/ however what I noticed was things starting to fall off/ like no longer smiles for me behind the front door/ less and communication as time moved on/ to the point where I barely started to see you even more/ said you was working late picking up hours/ the taste of our happiness in my mouth became sour/ which prompted me one night to come and bring you flowers/ but that night seeing you in another man’s car my heart was devoured/