Shadows and Blood

Too many drugs, crazy without stopping, I feel empty, my mind is fucked, I want to explode and disappear like a bomb and shrapnel to hurt those around me, filling my shit, 10 pints of cocaine thrown all at once. first sensation after the corote marijuana xanax effect injection to calm the 100 grams of coca in the blood eyes see. I have a stiletto in my pocket and rope in my bag, I stole my brother's gun after the mothership disappeared and the problems came, I'm ready to blow my brain on the wall blood side, the devil returns to hell pentagram made with blood open portal cut deep lasting arteries....