2nd track

I'm feeling sad help me god i'm chatting with my birth mom in my sleep she doesn't understand me I'm praying you'll hold on don't leave my grieve is suffocating me I'm praying you won't leave oo god can't u see me? i dont want to live can't you see it in my eyes i usde to hurt myself cause i felt a shell of myself that was dying i thought pain would help but it only made it worse then god told me i need some help i talked to a therapist she said i had depression that's why I'm confessioning so please dont juge me.