I never talked to a person like this since I was born

I never talked to a person like this since I was born please help me God I cannot take it on my own, Everytime I go it's a hit and run, it's happening Everytime when I'm trying to have fun ,my life is a mess lot of things to confess ,yesterday I had a race , race with a higher pace I was rushing for my case I loose I choose rather do the game everything will be the same I was so so happy to clime up the brunch I was there on time on the finish line had some papers to sign saying that I won the race I had a smile on my face.thamele ilang kusasa ngiyo performer ngizo phenduka itransformer ngizo hayiza angathi ingane eqeda ukugoma uzozisola ungakafiki phuza coca-cola