This battle within me

I look at the pills get the chills pain just kills straight to the hills to show off my skills and do a few drills thrills bills gills spills I go to my car and shut the door and I think to my self should I take a few pills, how many days can I take. when im i around I act like its fake, shake make lake take break ache wake sake cake flake snake hope soap rope dope nope grope cope stress press bless guess mess chess possess success oppress express distress can I let it digest and have a good mindset and get sidestepped bisect trisect down town noun clown frown with all this to say i hear Gods sound and put the devil on the ground oh I got smoke woke poke awoke this is not a joke folk hoke oak evoke provoke these words will hit you like a stroke Gods the healer and thriller chiller bigger than a caterpillar tiller nearer dearer clearer So God is good should would could And that's understood this battles inside I forsure try to hide, it pushing and pushing me on my side, this spiritual battle within that is causing me a dive, and constant filling me with all these lies so now I pray and ask God to help me survive, cuz this battle within me will slowly die.