shut up

Remember how I gave a fuck what others thought I kept trying to get recognized and seen for who I truly am the clock goes backwards when I think I should have never gotten in that car all my regrets eating me alive she showed me affection so I took a dive and all the shit I went through every day just to survive I walked away and never looked back because now I feel like my soul is under attack I just want to make it known I was gonna let up and just stay silent keep to my self not resort to violence using my  voice as a weapon to speak against injustice should have opened my eyes along time ago  I wanna make a change I wanna keep praying for her and hope she finds the right one that will chase away the dark seems to me like you never cared at all and pride comes before you fall i told you everything in my life and you still decided to hurt me with every fiber of your being when all I did was care for you and sit in the hospital with you Everytime hell I even gave up jobs and places to live to satisfy your needs Memories are fading quick I don't understand why I love this bitch im not gonna shut up whose gonna make me this is my voice your gonna see you don't fuck with me I don't even have to text to get under your skin I have a lot to say but I won't cause it gets in the way of being the goat I got out of your trap I'm the cm punk of rap  Now you wanna cry because I shattered your ego I hope your not having my child cause I'll take you to court stealing from me to help out your so called man apparently your like my biggest fan stay on sidelines like the groupie you are if you didn't love then why you take it so far You got a daddy complex attention seeker social media peeker This my last warning stop slandering me you don't even know my story I got so much dirt if revealed it you'd go berserk shut up while your ahead Shut up Shut up  Shut up  Grow the Fuck up