Freestyle Feelings

Sitting here today on this morning trying to wrap my head around things cuz things are not looking the same all the times i can remember back but now i need to take a step back and think is it real or is this my way of dealing with this crap. i sit here today and think is this really me or am i just not thinking straight. All the times i wanna bring back but that shit is in the past and can't bring up the past cuz i dont wanna relapse. All the time im feeling great i hope its not a mistake cuz all i create is havic cuz i am over dramatic at times but i gotta continue making these rhymes so i can continue making that climb and keep coming up with crazy rhymes