The All American Banger 1 (The bad place)

fuck this song this is what "Fuck your data rapfame" originally was supposed to sound like. I'm in the bad place / real bad / caught between a psychopath and sociopath/ I have no opinions its all bad / I have a heart, it's black and hard as a trick on the track / hard as I was fucking that thick ass bitch from the back./ emotionless when pressed by lifes unfortunate attacks / I can take on anything cuz I'm gifted and Black / Not all lives matter ski mask all black from the shoes gloves and cap / I hate niggaz more than a skinhead that's a fact / most of my tracks feature a white boy named Zach / Rest in peace Charles Holiday my niggah he had a heart attack / I saw a woman fall from a 29 story building she bounced when she hit the ground and I laughed / In cartoon land when that happens you just get flat or splat / thank you looney toons for your funny and violent content / now reprocessed adult mind of a pothead/ hothead/ fried like omelet / drank coffee mixed with comet I DIDNT even vomit/ drink gin and tonic/ smoking chronic and crank in 1994 when it all started / the beast within begins to awaken now i feel demonic / feel Satanic when hes sleeping 2 be honest on some boss shit / I'm a king royalty still I play the pawn he's a shapeshifter watch me slither disapper before I enter / spread you up like a blender/ my favorite season is hells winter the 25th of December/ I really can't remember /drug addict alcoholic _the DSM-5 diagnosis of me is a mental enigmatic whatchamacallit / My IQ was 130 last time took the quiz/ even though i'd been awake 3 days /drunk /on lots of acid /I'm sharp z I'm not no dummy/ but I am crazy/ the combination of the 2 it's amazing / so people either love me or they hate me / in 2014 / 35 to life I was facing/ for taking a table leg in my hand interlacing my fingers before raising it / to the sky/ my Warhammer it's hammer time/that's what I thought at the time /why cuz I was out my mind/ how do you lose your mind and have expectations of the same being the very next you find./My attempted murder was dropped to a 245/ granted my Romero struck my strikes /14 months later walking out the fucking jAil like see ya layer bye/ middle finger to the sky /When I talk to myself sometimes I lie / the reason I trust nobody/ well that's why/ I killed a man on accident trying to be a nice guy / now I'm not as nice and people still die / why iz it such a big deal / it's one of the enviable events in life /we all as humans must prepare for death sometime /fuck death in the mind Bruce Lee said that's where true power lies./ I draw my power from traumatic events most times / Cognitive dissidence/nobody's listening / bittersweat is the agony of defeat / unless agony can be the path that leads to victory for me / I feel they both will be my fate/ the outcome of mistakes /and right decisions made/ in the light and the shade. /And the darkness where lots of games were played /why does it seem/ I'm somewhere I am not /I /a part not devine/ still blind by my own /old tired /fried /eyez/ of a master spy/ a coward/ from another place in time/ before the current time can comply/ with the rules and bylaws of the deity that powers and governs I. hope and disparity are married in my cognitive inability to be what the powers that be /force me to be/ leading 2 insanity/ is that the place for me/ by way of blasphemy/ is it really forbidden if it's all on me / if I'm a being Supreme cant I say as I wish since I am God and King /Satanist and serpentine what the fuck does that even mean? how can one be two opposing things/ thoughts and actions/ how can that happen/, who am i asking?/ will answers i receive?/will that really happen?