Help me through

It seems i always catch the wrap ,or attacted for exactly they mapping like im slanging and trappin when im chilling not killing im sick and illing in pine springs on the hilling you see a villian suspected of dealing cause i got a past your the ones that got to get past that , cause im not sporting that badge on my back been there before i moved past that moved past that ,how you gonna let me bloom im trying to bear fruit while your pouring the concrete in my boots , arent you tired of the neighborhood loosing worship and praying is all good , but i got to go tell the world how we everyone is dying and gripping into sickness , let know how far im willing to go to stomping the bullshit doen in the floor , ones like me aint gonna listen to you no disrespect im here to help ,yall dont understand what we go through oh lord bless you but i know every tear every pain trying to numb the shit nivacane, im on ya side work with me not against me , Help get a little gripping on whats lies empty , tired of loosing good but damaged souls the fentnal has got go , tired of seeing our friends laid down in the rows of no hope , give me a chance just a chance to let um know, what we go through