Lord help me

Got to keep my distance act the vision God give to me+can't act in feelings right or wrong got them make them choices_ Hearing voices in head and in my mind_consciously got make decision in nick of time_ running to God a daily job Lord keep growing me_ Keep showing me Love that world ain't showing me* molding me and shaking me i know ain't no escaping thee i choose intimacy over the blessings that you send 2 me_ I got lack of patience for the a hating God intervene_ The beast Wanna come out yeah they he pulling stings_ Man up throw my hands up Lord take the wheel tell where to go like E40 show me how live _ Yeah im weak hell yeah im weak Lord you know im weak!!_ can't do this my own and you know the devil creep+ creeping on me in my sleep in the form of succubus_ just when i was sleep it gave me head trying to suck me up_ this ain't the first time it happen but ive had Enough_sending naked women on Facebook so i can lust_ and turn to masturbation and porn like i did before_ Lord save my soul from subtraction Lord take this load_ I don't wanna turn*back turn around to life a sin_ need that Holy Ghost power power to commit to win_moment after moment God i wannna feel Your presence_ Your essence in my soul want you let me cause im fired up_ devil wannna break my spirit leave me dead and dried up_ Writting this song to You Lord move cause im wired up_ Aint never shame for praise you in the public eye_ hallelujah is my highest praise on the highway+on my job you know im praising you_ You brought through the storms you knew i before i was born and im devil's scorn_ thorn in my side like Paul i can remove it_ but i rather have in my side it keep me moving_