Let myself go

I'm feeling lost, can't find my way Got these demons in my head, they won't go away Tried to drown 'em out with pills and smoke But now I'm feeling like I let myself go Used to be the one with all the drive But now I'm stuck in this dark place, can't survive All my friends say I need to get help But it's hard to find the light when you're stuck in this hell Chorus: Let myself go, lost control Can't find my way back, it's taking its toll All this pain and all this sorrow I'm feeling like there's no tomorrow Verse 2: I used to have dreams, used to have goals But now I'm just a shell of who I used to know Every day is a battle just to get out of bed I'm feeling like I'm better off dead My mind is a prison, my thoughts are the key And every day I'm fighting just to be free But the chains are too strong, the bars too high I'm feeling like I'm running out of time Chorus: Let myself go, lost control Can't find my way back, it's taking its toll All this pain and all this sorrow I'm feeling like there's no tomorrow Outro: I'm feeling lost, can't find my way Got these demons in my head, they won't go away Tried to drown 'em out with pills and smoke But now I'm feeling like I let myself go.