mixed emotions

I say mama I’m sorry but I feel like I have nobody no no no body it feel like I have a cold heart and it feel like somebody threw a dart at me I’m so into the street I don’t where to be i just wanna be free sit back and smoke dat weed oh wow I’m just a lonely child who have nobody i have a cold heart that just got burned because I feel like a nobody I think I have something wrong with me I don’t we’re to be it feel like I’m way over seas having a bad dream I tried to do right but every day is a fight for me but the streets make me feel like we’re I post to be I feel like a lonely child who have nobody I be so ready to cry some days I be wanting to die and some days I wanna cry but since I feel like a lonely child I can’t trust nobody I wanted to go to the NFL but some days I feel like is that we’re I post to be Brittany dats my momma some days I get tired of my father I just wanna join the football team and sit back and smoke weed cause I feel like a lonely child I just need somebody to help me out take all the pain away so I don’t think of suicidel I wanna do right but some days I wanna fight I feel like it’s another side of me he can’t stay out of me it feels like he’s apart of me some days I ask myself is this we’re I wanna be I’m just a lonely child who need somebody to help him out take all that pain away so don’t go down the wrong path