Going threw the emotions but im trying to stay focused but my mind is becoming a fortress lets all the good in and prote

Going threw the emotions but im trying to stay focused but my mind is becoming a fortress lets all the good in and protecting the evil within but sometimes i just wanna give in but the little voice always telling me to spark so you can recharge for all the negative things and turn them into a positive cuz i have lots to give in this world even though it feels like im the only knight but i always shed no fear cuz im growing fast my dear. I fell like i always got something to prove but this new due is showing my tru Blu cuz i never let shit stew