pain

i struggle to make it thorough the day my family tell me i got alot fore to stay but they don't know how many night's i stay up knowing all i could do was pray i think my mind's starting to go cray cray staying up all night all im doing is cry because my minds be telling me i should just die almost every night im getting weaker through every fight mamma tell me dont end my life i dont know mamma i just might im always the one to blame they will all miss me when they see my blood stanes im done with this pain