dear pops

Dear pops Missing you forever never stops like like text your memories still pops up imma head that you dead still feel numb but not dumb to know it been a while I Said hi I been high lately need to watch my ass closely am going down on a daily without you can't survive barely but I guess am try harder am locked in like r Kelly I still watch our moments like visions imma head like a fucking tele Life is game I guess Death played me Ama still choose you over some Grammy do you miss me too tell me loosing you stiill feels crazy I didn't forget you just been lazy e still dey pain me say you kpai I can't lie I keep asking God why what can I do can't bring you back even if I try I know you up there watching your son fly I ve man up I have geed up I have racked up still fucked up tho you know I lo yu pops that's what's up