Goddess Lightning

Lightning who is a Goddess in Hinduism is after me because I didn’t want to buy one of her story. For couple days now a few lightning came inside my room and some touched me. Not too long ago lightning hit a tree in my yard and burnt it. I bought illusion over her and illusion tripped me out too. Where my medications in a blister pack came out from the top when I ripped it from the bottom. I’m Godly and I didn’t choose to.