You were my last one, I'm so done

I leaned againt the gate of fate messed around feel in love , but it dont survive when drugs are clouding your dead eyes , Can you reach for me i cannot reach you , Just like that i lost you, now in being unachieving , taking second breaths of the poison im breathing, Inline the grime all thats left slimmy breath , Im hurting inside my chest , Its no rest mixed with stress, look at my life im such a mess, Im so sick of loosing and keeps me so wounded, Every mirror im aluding , so the truth dont glue me to gloomy,, ive wreaked myself so bad i shoud sue me, From cuts and bruises and for being stupid and foolish , im at that exit of life or death , but i aint finished living quit yet, even though i lost i slipped and you let go now im in a doorless room and no way back to , i understand , and im sorry about what i couldnt change about me, but im not gonna loose anyone else your the last one, aint no fun spinning in circles not seeing anyone, so todays word is im so done , this isnt any fun feeling everything is out to get me but it done got me dropping like a mixed copy left rough and choppy , cant get it off me , in time cause now i lost you , im not gonna loose anyone else your tha last one word of today im so done,