Empathy prayers

Help me i cant seem to breath, this is killing me, to see you leave , i cant exhale anymore im not sure nothing cures my despairs fires burning in the depts of hell, couldnt burn me ,the way things hurt me , I hate feeling everything,every lie , every anger inside disskized eyes , This isnt a gift its torcher, knowing that your tears arnt even remorseful, Im turning purple, paniced running in circles help me i seem to breath , the climb is too steep to relieve the hurt inside me , i soke it all in till im overflowing no controling what i say ,to cover my feelings of never ending chopped and blended too much pain ,cant run cant hide left outside my mind trapped with the guide inside always asking me way have i lost my way